Let Me Explain Myself \\ THIS IS ME

I believe I once read somewhere that people with my personality type {infp} are often misunderstood. 

Am I often misunderstood? 

I think sometimes.

Most people who know me... well, DON'T REALLY KNOW ME. Maybe not everyone misunderstands me that much, but they hardly ever see the real me.

*relatives unexpectedly show up at my house* *stare in shock because I'm dancing around to some peppy song*

Yea. That would be embarrassing. xP hehe.

OK, anyhow, to those of you who can't understand me and why I act how I act, well, THIS IS A BIT ABOUT ME. The personality stuff with some fun facts thrown in as well. *smiles*

Hope you enjoy reading all about this girl. ;P

sooo long. *sigh* 

photography is art. drawing. making food can almost be art. *winks*

i'm so hard to get to know.

dreaming is life *smiles*

i think it goes along with being a dreamer. i do get down and depressed at times, but i tend to spring back to general happiness before too long. ;)

one-on-one. i guess it's easier for me to talk then.

this means i might want to say something, but i put it off so long, that i miss it altogether. this is bad, but sometimes it happens with thanking someone. and then i worry about it. *facepalm*

this is something i like to dream about, guys. but what girl doesn't, really? xD

especially thrift shopping, and the clearance racks. :D {this could be why i always have little money... *winks*}

i say maybe, i think, and probably too much... oh, and kinda. Ugh. You don't notice this, do you? ;P

try ask me a simple question like, "what's your favorite color?" and i'll be like "uummmm, let's see..."

why else would i like taking pictures? *smiles*

this is a pretty big one. it's a flaw, really. caring too much about what people think of you. and i do.

i may be hesitant to join a group, sit by people, or go where they go because they didn't invite me. i don't know if i'm wanted... what they'll think. YOU DON'T WANT TO BE A PEOPLE-PLEASER.

it doesn't mean i don't like you! i'm just shy and uncertain, i guess?

it's nobody's fault but mine, but just know that you don't have to back off and never talk to me again. i might be comfortable with more people if they actually knew i liked talking to them.

yes, really. i'm not totally subdued and calm. i like to jam to songs sometimes, and be dorky. *grins* it's fun stuff.

ever feel like this? it's like "okay, maybe i don't know what i am. maybe i'm everything." lol.

oh, surprise. i break "social rules" and do embarrassing things sometimes. some things come back to haunt me later. *shakes head*

my siblings say i'm not, but hey,what do they know? *rolls eyes* I love the country.

i don't enjoy bringing up my problems. i just keep it inside. don't do this. xP

Well I hope you enjoyed reading this! Perhaps those of you who "know me" understand me a little better. :) As long as I wasn't just repeating the same thing over and over in different ways... ;P

This is the first post what will {hopefully} be a little blog post series called "Let Me Explain Myself". So to anyone interested in learning about me... you can look for these future posts. *winks* 

And I'd like to learn about YOU! So...

DO YOU RELATE TO ANY OF THESE?? DO YOU FEEL LIKE PEOPLE KNOW THE REAL YOU? WHAT ARE SOME FACTS ABOUT YOU?